Someone is working on my heart….
January 8, 2009Despite my upbeat e-mail yesterday… this has actually been a week where nothing is going as planned….I am swimming in my to do lists…. (my head is barely afloat)…. I get the feeling God is trying to teach me something. You know… to trust Him. 
 I was hoping that He would teach me on Monday (when my hubby came home covered in ….I don’t think there is a nice word for it… vomit…. and I was cleaning it out of his car while I put the dogs in the backyard, who decided to get into the trash and have a party with it ALL OVER the yard….) and it would be over, but alas, it is almost Friday, and I still have not got it. Darn.
 I was hoping that He would teach me on Monday (when my hubby came home covered in ….I don’t think there is a nice word for it… vomit…. and I was cleaning it out of his car while I put the dogs in the backyard, who decided to get into the trash and have a party with it ALL OVER the yard….) and it would be over, but alas, it is almost Friday, and I still have not got it. Darn. Each day has had it’s own unique episodes that have kept me from those stupid lists that are haunting me. Today I dropped my hard drive….. no worries, all of my originals are backed up, but there are A LOT, of edits that were not backed up yet. I cried. I want to cry again, but I am not, because I know that my God is bigger than a broken hard drive, and that they are most often recovered with a pretty penny, but it is His money to begin with, and if this is making me a better person then He will gladly cover the charges of the hard drive for the betterment of my character. I still wish I would have gotten it on Monday…
But in all honesty, my life is good….not good, GREAT!  All the things that matter are just fine. I am truly blessed with amazing friends, family, health, a job I love, and an amazing husband! What more could a girl want?!?
m.e.
Contest winner postponed until tomorrow….  :(
themainstick posted the following on 12.12.09 at 9:31 pm.
maybe he is preparing your heart for children…i could go on with stories of poop, vomit, urine…as i’m sure all moms can!
i just tell myself, “there is a purpose” and I long for the day to rest in the Lords arms as he explains it all to me!!
i hope you just keep finding blessings!!
emily posted the following on 12.12.09 at 11:32 am.
Your post is so sad
Hope things start moving in the right direction.